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Dec. 17th, 2011 | 04:41 pm
location: the present
disposition: contemplativecontemplative

I feel like I'm in It's A Wonderful Life except that it happened a little differently.

I wasn't about to knowingly jump off of a bridge to my death. I was just being a difficult person to be around every day. When I was visited by the ghost of Christmas past, present, and future, I didn't see all of the positive impacts I had made in my life... I saw the negative ones.

I wish that somehow it could end similarly--that I could wake up, realize the cost of my actions, and change my terrible fate.

I guess in the end I do still have to realize the cost of my actions, change, and talk myself out of jumping off a bridge.

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"I am a memory of me."

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from: athea
date: Dec. 22nd, 2011 01:14 am (UTC)
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Now the song is stuck in my head.

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